sex and the city

i know this title might seem odd ,but today i have watched the movie "sex and the city" and somehow it touched me deeply, i am not sure whether the fact of the amazingly bonded 4 friends or that sometimes there is someone who can fight for ur love no matter what .
as for friends seeing what these 4 girls done to each other reminded me of how i had a great group back home , whenever we used to feel bad its ok to just jump in the street and go to each other or hang out escaping from whatever we feared or hated .i have passed some hard times in the past but i never felt they were that hard ,u know why because i had some one to take me under their arms and say "it will be OK ,i am here for u don't worry ,shit happens, we can fix this together" . being here in UK i had a harsh time one day ,was my first harsh one actually , when i wept myself till agony got into me i went to some one and talked to , that someone didn't even feel or see i was in agony , that made me value what i had before , people who if heard ur voice will know there is something wrong and will rush for your comfort.(luckily that i had comfort that day on the words of an unexpected person ,whom i thank greatly for that).

i remember how i used to travel from one city to another -with lame excuses for my mam- just to see " shelet el bakabortat " ,heheheehe ,the noisiest,funniest most annoying group ever , you can actually hear us all talking in the same second and we perfectly understand each other ,its miraculous i know but that's our miracle ,that's us .
whenever i am in town we were together making the best time out of it .whenever i needed help i went and found relief and happiness . they always knew how to get anything out of anyone .weekends and our fabulous Thursday when we always always had to go out in my TOTA (miss u too TOTA ) and we have to for sure have a blast time which will make u appreciate life and the beauty of it .
every day i also has this wonderful distant friend whom joined me lately in my group and she loved them all , my sweet sis ,let me say that u can find friendship really hard sometimes but not everything is as perfect as it always should be .
now we come to the someone who fights for u .here should come my story with the no fighting person ,some day i believed that love might exist though i had this concept of love being an illusion, seeing how BIG ( the guy in the movie ) fought for CARY in unconventional ways made me think if actually a fighting person exists in the real world ,where he can just say here i am and no matter happens i am a keeper.u never know .
here ends the story of today ..sorry it was long but i am excited about it i assume .
to all whom i ever loved and cared for i still do love and care and miss every moment ...

see u again in my new post .